the end is nigh. . .

I've been working really hard lately. forcing myself to sit in my sewing room (as long as my 16 month old daughter allows) and create something, anything.. i want something more in my life. i don't want to be a fleeting memory. Friday i have a photo shoot to start my portfolio. I'm excited, nervous. i don't know where any of this is going to lead me. i just hope its not still here.